Confirmation

got confirmation for my c section yesterday.

a little disappointed because it is not the 29th, not the 28th , but the 30th. I know that it is only a day past what we had agreed on, but it makes me disappointed and sad.

the time we have at home together before routine sets in will be very limited. chances are i will be in the hospital till the 2nd then and Zandria already goes back to school on the fourth.

i have to meet with all of the staff at the hospital on the 19th to figure everything out and then after that we are praying that either a space opens up early or i go into labour early...which would result in a kind of emergency c section. Just means that instead of trying to labour, i go in and have the c section right away. this would be ideal....so if you are the praying type please keep me in mind.

i am very immobile right now and this kids is fiercely active. mostly at 5 in the morning like clock work for the last 5 mornings....have a feeling this will stick once it is out in the world too. :( oh well it is pretty calm from like 11 till 5 so not too bad.

well i am nesting and getting ready...trying to trust God that his timing is perfect. really hard for me to do with this....