August 23, 2012

My little......ah big miracle

 
Well Ronan had another check up today
I always get nervous before....pray like crazy and get defensive.
I have been thinking a lot lately that God has preformed a miracle. 
Ronan
I deep down believe that God can heal Ronan
I have been thinking that this is that he was not have to have any special treatment anymore and his DNA will have changed
I have been frustrated with how to attempt to show the medical field this
Take him off enzymes
stop percussion
no more salt and vitamins
It has been a struggle in my mind and my heart....I earnestly believe that God has healed him
Then it hit me....or should I say God hit me
Ronan is my miracle
He weighs 20 pounds 3 oz.
Just under 28 inches long
He will never have a DNA change
he will always have salt and vitamins
he will always need percussion and enzymes
But God has given us the best possible result to all forms of therapy
Our miracle is that Ronan will always get the best if not better results to whatever form of therapy or medication he is to take
He is not statistically supposed to be in the 85 percentile
But he is
He lungs sound clean and he is not coughing
God has granted a miracle in a different way then I expected and could see that until today
I feel guilty for getting frustrated with God but I am confident he has forgiven me

There are a lot A LOT of people praying for Ronan and I thank you

God is Good


4 comments:

Elsa said...

God is good and Ronan is a miracle!!! I like the picture...from the new camera?

Mrs. Wilson said...

Yay, Ronan!!

Patkau Life said...

Yes it is =)

Q&L said...

Amen Venessa!! Amen!